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For real? Wake me up. last night i was just dreaming about you. how your scent couldn’t make my feelings fades away. you wore a white long sleeves shirt, with that charming smile as always. i love it when you do that. i always love it. we’re playing on the huge garden. feels like i was there with you. because i saw you in the second person’s perspective, not the birds view. i always believe that you’re special. but since that day, i feel like wanna buried it deeply. what’s the point if you’re not feels the same thing like what i feel? but then you come, for God’s sake i’m so relief. but now when i’m confident enough to started something that i never think i can, now i stand between you and memories. should i stop? you’re the reason why i stunned silence. you’re my weakness. how when i’m with you i can be stronger, and shattered when i’m not. let it flow like water. i know someday i can blend with you at the end of estuary. and ocean can bring me to the beach, where you stand.

For real? Wake me up.

last night i was just dreaming about you. how your scent couldn’t make my feelings fades away. you wore a white long sleeves shirt, with that charming smile as always. i love it when you do that. i always love it. we’re playing on the huge garden. feels like i was there with you. because i saw you in the second person’s perspective, not the birds view.

i always believe that you’re special. but since that day, i feel like wanna buried it deeply. what’s the point if you’re not feels the same thing like what i feel? but then you come, for God’s sake i’m so relief. but now when i’m confident enough to started something that i never think i can, now i stand between you and memories. should i stop?

you’re the reason why i stunned silence. you’re my weakness. how when i’m with you i can be stronger, and shattered when i’m not. let it flow like water. i know someday i can blend with you at the end of estuary. and ocean can bring me to the beach, where you stand.

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♥ Hopeless ♥ it feels just yesterday when you held me and promised that you’ll never let me go cause i’m not going anywhere …but you did why you pushed me away i wish you know that you’re the only place i wanna stay stand there with your hatred i don’t care even if it can eats you alive let me breathing here let me play with my fantasy where you and i are united not like the crap that you made cause i love you like i used to i adore you like i always do maybe hates make you forget but it doesn’t matter  cause i don’t need any miracle just let me stay peacefully  with your side that i always love

♥ Hopeless ♥

it feels just yesterday

when you held me and promised

that you’ll never let me go

cause i’m not going anywhere

…but you did


why you pushed me away

i wish you know that

you’re the only place i wanna stay


stand there with your hatred

i don’t care even if it can eats you alive

let me breathing here

let me play with my fantasy

where you and i are united

not like the crap that you made


cause i love you like i used to

i adore you like i always do

maybe hates make you forget

but it doesn’t matter 

cause i don’t need any miracle

just let me stay peacefully 

with your side that i always love

♥ 2965
“Clouds the Sun” IM 08 Jan 7:00 08 Jan 6:53 Lady Madden Noviant:Makan apa sayongss? 08 Jan 6:53 Lady Madden Noviant:Sm tumis sayuran, okeeh? 08 Jan 6:54 cyb:apa ajh bolehh 08 Jan 6:55 cyb:asal jgn racun ajh… 08 Jan 6:55 Lady Madden Noviant:Apaan iih ai kamuu 08 Jan 6:55 cyb:becanda obiii 08 Jan 6:55 Lady Madden Noviant:Edis jgn marah terus ath yy.. Nanti tambah ganteng.. Kan repott.. Jadi pengen nyosor.. 08 Jan 6:55 Lady Madden Noviant:Iyy, bagus lah.. Makasih ya 08 Jan 6:56 cyb:obiii 08 Jan 6:56 cyb:…. 08 Jan 6:56 cyb:…. 08 Jan 6:56 cyb:… 08 Jan 6:56 Lady Madden Noviant:Hahaha.. Iyy, maaaappp 08 Jan 6:56 cyb:F or P 08 Jan 6:57 Lady Madden Noviant:P 08 Jan 6:57 cyb:hahaha 08 Jan 6:57 cyb:sunda 08 Jan 6:57 cyb: 08 Jan 6:58 Lady Madden Noviant:Ahh.. Kata siapah ngomong “ep” basa sundaa? 08 Jan 6:58 Lady Madden Noviant:Sayang.. 08 Jan 6:58 Lady Madden Noviant:Pitnah 08 Jan 6:59 cyb:pitbul 08 Jan 6:59 Lady Madden Noviant:Dunia Pana 08 Jan 6:59 Lady Madden Noviant:Masa iyaa fitbull? 08 Jan 6:59 Lady Madden Noviant:Kamu lucu deh.. 08 Jan 6:59 cyb:hahahahaaaa 08 Jan 6:59 Lady Madden Noviant:Botak lagi 08 Jan 6:59 cyb:kirain kena tipu dia 08 Jan 6:59 cyb:hehee 08 Jan 7:00 Lady Madden Noviant:enak ajj

“Clouds the Sun”

IM 08 Jan 7:00

  • 08 Jan 6:53
    Lady Madden Noviant:Makan apa sayongss?
  • 08 Jan 6:53
    Lady Madden Noviant:Sm tumis sayuran, okeeh?
  • 08 Jan 6:54
    cyb:apa ajh bolehh
  • 08 Jan 6:55
    cyb:asal jgn racun ajh…
  • 08 Jan 6:55
    Lady Madden Noviant:Apaan iih ai kamuu
  • 08 Jan 6:55
    cyb:becanda obiii
  • 08 Jan 6:55
    Lady Madden Noviant:Edis jgn marah terus ath yy.. Nanti tambah ganteng.. Kan repott.. Jadi pengen nyosor..
  • 08 Jan 6:55
    Lady Madden Noviant:Iyy, bagus lah.. Makasih ya
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    cyb:obiii
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    cyb:….
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    cyb:….
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    cyb:…
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    Lady Madden Noviant:Hahaha.. Iyy, maaaappp
  • 08 Jan 6:56
    cyb:F or P
  • 08 Jan 6:57
    Lady Madden Noviant:P
  • 08 Jan 6:57
    cyb:hahaha
  • 08 Jan 6:57
    cyb:sunda
  • 08 Jan 6:57
    cyb::))
  • 08 Jan 6:58
    Lady Madden Noviant:Ahh.. Kata siapah ngomong “ep” basa sundaa?
  • 08 Jan 6:58
    Lady Madden Noviant:Sayang..
  • 08 Jan 6:58
    Lady Madden Noviant:Pitnah
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    cyb:pitbul
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    Lady Madden Noviant:Dunia Pana
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    Lady Madden Noviant:Masa iyaa fitbull?
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    Lady Madden Noviant:Kamu lucu deh..
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    cyb:hahahahaaaa
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    Lady Madden Noviant:Botak lagi
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    cyb:kirain kena tipu dia
  • 08 Jan 6:59
    cyb:hehee
  • 08 Jan 7:00
    Lady Madden Noviant:enak ajj



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i never knew, why your parents give you that name. but somehow, when i’m there, i felt really bonded with you. i wanna be there with you, just us. walking on the street, doing things that we’ve never did. bury our feet in the sand. drinking coconut till more than enough, and see things that we like. i was riding my bike to that street. the street that reminds me of you, make me wanna go home, because home is you. anywhere when i can buried my face on your chest while you hug me. made me smiled and laughed like crazy. i wish you were there. doing silly things you like. i promise i wouldn’t judge you out. if it’s can bring me back with you, the old you, used to be.  one thing that i just found out today is.. that you’re so brittle. like delicate sands, like wood on the beach, which weathered hit by the waves. but you have an anger, like sharp waves that could hit the rocks anytime. your temper like a rain storm on the beach. makes me hard to figure it out.. let me love you, and dive into you. so that i could have the answer of all your confusion.
Dist-appointed Me →
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It’s kind of cheesy.. but i i’m not really sure how to make it right in describing you. let say that, Abi you’re My Bebelac.. :p My first (experience), my last (crush), my everythingAnd the answer to all my dreams (used to be, lol.) You’re my sun (you’re hot), my moon (charming), my guiding star (obviously)My kind of wonderful (loveable), that’s what you are. I know there’s only, only one like you (i still believe) There’s no way they could have made two (for sure, limited)You’re, you’re all I’m living for (not really)Your love I’ll keep for evermore (i wish you know that)You’re the first, my last, my everything. In you I’ve found so many things, (i learned so much)A love so new, only you could bring (yea, never felt this way before)Can’t you see if you, You’ll make me feel this way, (you don’t)You’re like a first morning dew on a brand new day (as always)I see so many ways that I can love you, (it’s true)‘Till the day I die…. You’re my reality, yet I’m lost in a dream. You’re my first, my last, my everything.  Dist, you’re my reality. But I’m lost in a dream, You’re the first, you’re the last, my everything. 
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